Am I angry? Of course I am. I am furious. Furious at my own incapabilities and your poor sense of judgment. As far as I know, I have made the right choices in life, and will continue to do that in the future, but thanks to you.. now I will be making the right choices in life with a giant boulder tied to my conscience. I will contemplate and then some more.. and finally will be stuck with the burden of 'If's and 'but's.
Calm myself down, and take deep breaths. That's what I will do right now.