Wednesday, April 13, 2011

A note to my angry self!

Yea, just come back prancing around and expect me to stay cool! What were you thinking? You let the monkey off your back and placed a giant gorilla on my shoulders. You haven't answered any of my questions yet, and yet you want honesty?! How convenient, right!

Am I angry? Of course I am. I am furious. Furious at my own incapabilities and your poor sense of judgment. As far as I know, I have made the right choices in life, and will continue to do that in the future, but thanks to you.. now I will be making the right choices in life with a giant boulder tied to my conscience. I will contemplate and then some more.. and finally will be stuck with the burden of 'If's and 'but's.

Calm myself down, and take deep breaths. That's what I will do right now.

8 comments:

  1. :O
    hope al ur problems wil get solved soon...

    take care :)

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  2. Thanks Anoop! I need all the luck :)

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  3. let it all out, most times, it helps overcome our troubles! :)

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  4. Trust me, i'm trying hard to!

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  5. Koi na.. problems are part of life and they only make us strong and increase our immunity. So don't worry and enjoy the festival of Vaishaki. :)

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  6. Whhaaatt! so much anger you fool! chil relax...mojito anytime? :)

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  7. Awww! I hope you get everything resolved soon. It sounds troublesome. :/Don't forget to take care of yourself amongst all the drama, OK? *Hugs*

    I found this quote in Jenny Blake's awesome newsletter/blog. I hope it helps:

    "Trials, temptations, disappointments all these are helps instead of hindrances, if one uses them rightly. They not only test the fiber of a character, but strengthen it. Every conquered temptation represents a new fund of moral energy. Every trial endured and weathered in the right spirit makes a soul nobler and stronger than it was before."
    - James Buckham

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