Monologue I

What do you call that sinking feeling again? why do I feel like I am back to square one? Sometimes I feel that I read too much in between the lines, and at the same time I feel that if I don't I'd just be compromising on the kind of person I am. The reason may be as simple or as complex as I want it to be. I'm still trying to figure if I want to keep it simple, or do I want to drag it all over the place till it's at its messiest best..... this post remains, incomplete till then....