String of Thoughts!

The latest addition to my list of obsessions is the urge of being alone constantly!
I hope its not as bad as it seems, but then ... who knows I might just turn out to be one of those old women stuck with "7 cats and 5 caged birds at the bitter age of 70", throwing sticks at little children ... shouting "get off my property"------ I sure don want that to happen!!

But lately I have been the most unsocial creature on Earth, working like a stupid mindless idiot and sleeping like a log.... smoking and drinking tea in the balcony trying to uselessly figure out the stuff in the sky & remembering what I saw in "Google Sky" ( man that thing is crazy!!!). And the worst part is that it doesn't get on my nerves... I don't ****** feel like talking or going out... I am like that lazy 45 year old couch potato.. ( buts its only worse cos im not even close to 40)

A problem is an itch that's stuck to your head
Trying to break free, but it clutches instead
Holds on to your thought
...mind body and motion...
Ignorance is bliss at times, and Knowledge is extortion!

If you know wats wrong? are you too ignorant to point it out?
Or you know enough to keep quiet and suffer the cause?

Choices are smart at times.... It makes you feel you've decided your fate!
Choices are stupid at times.............thats exactly what I hate!